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April 13, 2004
10.19p

there is this girl. when she smiles at you it makes you feel like you've won.

and for a while i thought no i can't. because of this and that and it doesn't make sense and now? that doesn't really matter. because i did and i do and now something or nothing will happen and i don't know. and that's a little maddening, but in a nice way.

"my head was feeling scared but my heart was feeling free"