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October 03, 2003
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"she's not drunk, she only had two beers! that's just amy in a good mood!"

good good good good mood, with mountain goats live and funny sweet sad heartbreaking smile songs and almost tears but not quite and a strange mix of people that somehow gelled into something really good. good! yes and oh i got my all tomorrow's parties tickets too oh oh oh. and all this week lifted off like that, like melting, like air.

and i'm not broken! i'm not jaded! sometimes sad but mostly these days smiling laughing loving this crazy place these wonderfully crazy people and everything there is in life if you figure out the right corners to peek around. if you have a heather. an aaron. a david. a me! and you do. yes, you. you have a me. i'm all for you baby.