May 31, 2003 11:59 pm
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On my roof watching the street and feeling a little sad and removed from it all. Smoking, watching, waiting. Later, turned around and oh! Laughed out loud to see this beautiful sight right behind me all along and I hadn't noticed! Spiderwebs of light rising from city hall all lit up glowing red. Shifting and dancing and saying it's all okay now, it always was really. How I wished him next to me then. Singing this song over and over in my head, one I haven't even thought about in years: a man is placed upon the steps, a baby cries and high above you can hear the church bells start to ring and the heaviness the heaviness of it settles in and somewhere you can hear a mother sing
then it's one foot then the other as you step out on the road how much weight? how much weight? then it's how long? and how far? and how many times before it's too late?
calling all angels, calling all angels walk me through this one don't leave me alone calling all angels, calling all angels we're trying, we're hoping and we're not sure how...
oh and every day you gaze upon the sunset with such love and intensity why it's almost as if if you could only crack the code you'd finally understand what this all means
but if you could...do you think you would trade in all all the pain and suffering? ah, but then you would have missed the beauty of the light upon this earth and the sweetness of the leaving
calling all angels, calling all angels walk me through this one don't leave me alone calling all angels, calling all angels we're trying, we're hoping, we're hurting, we're loving we're crying, we're calling 'cause we're not sure how this goes
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